Recently i have been really thinking of going off balance with my original life goals. A few months ago if someone asked me what i wanted to do i would have said something to do with Health and Social, you know, teaching or nursing. However i have been thinking about it and i really want to be someone who speaks for what they believe in, like an activist or even a politician, which realistically isn’t the easiest line of work to get into. Especially with your parents telling you you’re a slob that only has time to stay in bed all day and do nothing productive with their life. I guess thats a boundary to it all. Also the future to me is quite scary, personally im quite laid back, i kind of drift through life and see what happens and just sort of go with the flow, but then often take a step back and think, what is actually going to happen, anyone else? For all i know, i could end up homeless or lonely for the rest of my life, I understand that my choices now will obviously alter that outcome but life itself is pretty unpredictable, not to be a downer, its just scary. Ive been thinking of getting an apprenticeship in nursing with this new programme, they introduced it in 2019 and it looks like exactly something i want to go into. I can leave a link if anyones interested, it’s a UK thing, with the NHS.
That’s just the link to sign up for it and everything, once i sign up, i’m going to see how that goes, wish me luck!
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